I hide myself from myself, not literally, but
figuratively. I even hide myself from you!
Am I scared of who I am or who
I’ve become? Really, I don’t know the truth.
I run so fast, but my feet don’t move
at all. Stuck standing in place mentally until
I hit a wall. I hide myself from the
Pain, the truth and the emotion. Truthfully
I’m hiding from Pandora’s box because I’m
too afraid to open it.
Am I hiding from my insecurities for
fear of exposure? Or could it be I’m hiding
myself from the real me, too afraid to be open,
be appreciated, be confident, maybe even Proud.
I hide myself from my own Judgement, my
biggest critic always putting myself down.
As a single tear forms & falls down the right
side of my cheek, I continuously hide myself from
the world because I was once told crying makes
you weak. I hide myself from myself because
I am Pandora’s box and everything within, I used to
hide myself because I was simply afraid to win!
Would you like to write to the author of this piece? Send responses to:
JPAY
Timothy Williams #373703
Michigan Department of Corrections

